Infatuation or Crush??

Monday, March 2, 2009

After 4 weeks break I’m back with one more incident happened 2 me during my school days. My last post s abt standard 7.Here in this post I’m gonna tell you abt my adult age infatuation.

Ya, the story wat I’m gonna tell u is happened 2 me during my 9th standard.Yes, in my school till 8th standard we fellows should wear only half pant.So, I & my fellow class mates are really very eager for those days to come for us.After stepping into 9th standard we feel like flying in the air.Yes, if you guys have same type of procedure & rules in ur school life means ur mind can recall after reading the above passage.

Ok, let me start my Infatuation life without wasting by giv’g lecture 2 all of u guyz & share my feelings on those days. Actually nowadays I won’t believe or trust girls.But, on those days I was too young & just a growing normal adult guy. On those days wen u luk at a beautiful or cute gals,I don wanna say abt dat.All of u know abt wat I’m gonna tel u…Yes,the same old stupid infatuation or love whatever it happens 2 u the same happened 2 me also…

Atleast once n ur skool life, all of u should hav crossed those days….Ya,dat fine crush on gal will pass n ur life….My dream gal came before me on one fine day. Yes,I saw her first during my 9th standard in my classroom.Yes, she was my class mate.She was very beautiful, cute…..She is an Shuttle cork player & one more worst to thing for me 2 say abt her is, She is damn good n her studies.Every  time she  top’s in my class.I don know by wat basis  I’m attracted 2 her…But I was attracted by her smile…Her smile is really damn cute….Guys actually she smile rarely…But I will be wait’g 4 dat fine moment(Actually she smile just for a second or even less than dat microseconds)… Yes,In her cute face…u wil absolutely u wil fall n luv...Wen she smile her cheek just expand 4 a moment as like her smile…By dat time I can see a sweet & cute hole in her soft cheek…I go crazy on dat(her)smile…My life n 9th standard passed smoothly & rapidly with my presence & also absence, its just not n skool alone & even n my home…

Guys all of u might think for an holiday on Saturday & Sunday in every month…But if the boy was n luv with gal & if she s her skool mate means, u just know dis….Ya, he wil & want 2 b n skool for every a single moment with her or by seeing her…Yes, its just a cute puppy & beautiful  luv…I was happy to go to skool every day…Every day the sunrises n dis world s 2 show her face 2 me by making both of us 2 meet n skool & also n same class…I just thank 2 god every day for giv’g me dis gift…

Sorry I forget 2 tell her name...Ya, her name is Shalini.Some of my close friends know this name & the name is familiar among them rather than me…

Wen days go on, my friends found behavioral change from me…So, and they just tried 2 find the change…So they followed me everywhere…My fellow friends came to home often to find wat I’m doing…After 1 month they found my luv…Then, I was teased by my friends (both my skool & also my neighborhood friends)…But,I’m just happy to luv her…Everyday my luv was brighten…Even if I’m suffer by any disease I won’t absent myself 2 skool…I’m just gone crazy abt her…So, I just hav an tablet & move ahead skool…All my skool days wer gone by just seeing her…

So, on one fine day in winter season I thought & interested 2 propose my luv 2 her…Ya, just I prepared myself n home before approaching her & took lot of rehearsal before proposing my luv 2 her…Guys believe me it took 4 hrs for me 2 get satisfied by performance of Proposing my luv…Then next day I prepared myself early 2 skool & reached my bus stop,before my staffs arriving to the stop.But there comes a surprise news 2 me from my friend.Yes, we got a Mid term exams on the same day…But I didn’t afraid of those exams…Yes, really I luv exams on those days…It just allows me 2 sit n class as my wish during exam hours…I know wat u all wer now thinking abt….Yes, I try to grab a place near her during exams wer going on. Yes, I sat just few steps away from her during those exam hours...Sitting near her & looking at her often was my duty during those hours…

Then there came a surprise & shocking news 2 me from my fellow skool & class mates…After 2 weeks all our staff’s wer started issuing the exam papers. And I also got papers from my staff & got an average marks in every paper…I was happy for getting a positive result in exams. All my fellow class mates wer surprised of seeing my marks.Yes, usually I won’t clear all the papers n every mid term exams.But its really shock for me to get clear myself n tamil paper.Yes, I’m very weak n tamil like Hindi…My staffs wer even thinking of giving special class for my tamil teacher to take care of my studies.But, it didn’t help them.So, it was surprise for every one n our class including her.  Then days past slowly.One day my class mates & her friends in sports came together to help for my luv.But I disagreed for their help.After 1 week my friends told her abt my luv 2 her.But all this happened without informing me.So I couldn’t do anything for the move wat they hav taken in my luv.Then after a week she just replied NO for my luv.Then I left my skool by just Nodding my head as Sorry 2 her.I got an reply from her as “That’s Ok”. It’s her last word spoken 2 me. But, we smiled each other at that moment

Then till my 9th standard end I or neither she didn’t talk to each other.My puppy luv or crush or infatuation watever it might be, it happens 2 everyone on those age( n 9th standard & 1st adult luv) ends with an happy mood. Ya, her smile towards me on those days for fraction of second from a gal were the happiest moment…