Infatuation or Crush??

Monday, March 2, 2009

After 4 weeks break I’m back with one more incident happened 2 me during my school days. My last post s abt standard 7.Here in this post I’m gonna tell you abt my adult age infatuation.

Ya, the story wat I’m gonna tell u is happened 2 me during my 9^th standard.Yes, in my school till 8^th standard we fellows should wear only half pant.So, I & my fellow class mates are really very eager for those days to come for us.After stepping into 9^th standard we feel like flying in the air.Yes, if you guys have same type of procedure & rules in ur school life means ur mind can recall after reading the above passage.

Ok, let me start my Infatuation life without wasting by giv’g lecture 2 all of u guyz & share my feelings on those days. Actually nowadays I won’t believe or trust girls.But, on those days I was too young & just a growing normal adult guy. On those days wen u luk at a beautiful or cute gals,I don wanna say abt dat.All of u know abt wat I’m gonna tel u…Yes,the same old stupid infatuation or love whatever it happens 2 u the same happened 2 me also…

Atleast once n ur skool life, all of u should hav crossed those days….Ya,dat fine crush on gal will pass n ur life….My dream gal came before me on one fine day. Yes,I saw her first during my 9^th standard in my classroom.Yes, she was my class mate.She was very beautiful, cute…..She is an Shuttle cork player & one more worst to thing for me 2 say abt her is, She is damn good n her studies.Every  time she  top’s in my class.I don know by wat basis  I’m attracted 2 her…But I was attracted by her smile…Her smile is really damn cute….Guys actually she smile rarely…But I will be wait’g 4 dat fine moment(Actually she smile just for a second or even less than dat microseconds)… Yes,In her cute face…u wil absolutely u wil fall n luv...Wen she smile her cheek just expand 4 a moment as like her smile…By dat time I can see a sweet & cute hole in her soft cheek…I go crazy on dat(her)smile…My life n 9^th standard passed smoothly & rapidly with my presence & also absence, its just not n skool alone & even n my home…

Guys all of u might think for an holiday on Saturday & Sunday in every month…But if the boy was n luv with gal & if she s her skool mate means, u just know dis….Ya, he wil & want 2 b n skool for every a single moment with her or by seeing her…Yes, its just a cute puppy & beautiful  luv…I was happy to go to skool every day…Every day the sunrises n dis world s 2 show her face 2 me by making both of us 2 meet n skool & also n same class…I just thank 2 god every day for giv’g me dis gift…

Sorry I forget 2 tell her name...Ya, her name is Shalini.Some of my close friends know this name & the name is familiar among them rather than me…

Wen days go on, my friends found behavioral change from me…So, and they just tried 2 find the change…So they followed me everywhere…My fellow friends came to home often to find wat I’m doing…After 1 month they found my luv…Then, I was teased by my friends (both my skool & also my neighborhood friends)…But,I’m just happy to luv her…Everyday my luv was brighten…Even if I’m suffer by any disease I won’t absent myself 2 skool…I’m just gone crazy abt her…So, I just hav an tablet & move ahead skool…All my skool days wer gone by just seeing her…

So, on one fine day in winter season I thought & interested 2 propose my luv 2 her…Ya, just I prepared myself n home before approaching her & took lot of rehearsal before proposing my luv 2 her…Guys believe me it took 4 hrs for me 2 get satisfied by performance of Proposing my luv…Then next day I prepared myself early 2 skool & reached my bus stop,before my staffs arriving to the stop.But there comes a surprise news 2 me from my friend.Yes, we got a Mid term exams on the same day…But I didn’t afraid of those exams…Yes, really I luv exams on those days…It just allows me 2 sit n class as my wish during exam hours…I know wat u all wer now thinking abt….Yes, I try to grab a place near her during exams wer going on. Yes, I sat just few steps away from her during those exam hours...Sitting near her & looking at her often was my duty during those hours…

Then there came a surprise & shocking news 2 me from my fellow skool & class mates…After 2 weeks all our staff’s wer started issuing the exam papers. And I also got papers from my staff & got an average marks in every paper…I was happy for getting a positive result in exams. All my fellow class mates wer surprised of seeing my marks.Yes, usually I won’t clear all the papers n every mid term exams.But its really shock for me to get clear myself n tamil paper.Yes, I’m very weak n tamil like Hindi…My staffs wer even thinking of giving special class for my tamil teacher to take care of my studies.But, it didn’t help them.So, it was surprise for every one n our class including her.  Then days past slowly.One day my class mates & her friends in sports came together to help for my luv.But I disagreed for their help.After 1 week my friends told her abt my luv 2 her.But all this happened without informing me.So I couldn’t do anything for the move wat they hav taken in my luv.Then after a week she just replied NO for my luv.Then I left my skool by just Nodding my head as Sorry 2 her.I got an reply from her as “That’s Ok”. It’s her last word spoken 2 me. But, we smiled each other at that moment

Then till my 9^th standard end I or neither she didn’t talk to each other.My puppy luv or crush or infatuation watever it might be, it happens 2 everyone on those age( n 9^th standard & 1^st adult luv) ends with an happy mood. Ya, her smile towards me on those days for fraction of second from a gal were the happiest moment…

 

 

143

Friday, January 30, 2009

Here, comes the year in which I became popular among my fellow mates…Yes, guys you should have crossed those period...A period were you step in as a teenage…I was not an exception and I was doinf my standard 7.On those days only love and Feb 14 was popular among innocent people like me….That time one of my colleague told me about 143….I think you guys know about 143 – I Love You…..Yeah!! The same old stupid thing!! some of you would have smile in their face and some of you would have got irritation by reading those 3 words….Sorry for those who usually get irritated by reading those 3 words & I am happy for those who smile…..Yep, let me come to the point…..

Ya, my colleague told me those words when we were returning to our home in our school bus after finishing the class…I don’t know what does those numbers means…?Becoz, at young age I can’t understand….But I got an explanation about those 3 numbers for more than 30 minutes…..Yes, don’t mistake me & becoz our home is 20 kilometers away from our school…so, till he got down from school bus I got an lecture… Then, after reaching home I usually watch Cartoon channel or sports channel…Luckily I opted for cartoon channel on that day….there was/is a program called “Popeye Show” I think my friends you could remember this till now…..Ya, In that Program there is a love scene between the Popeye & Olive....That happens obviously when our hero Popeye gives a punch to villain Bluto after eating his favorite Spinach….By seeing that Olive falls in 143 (Love) with Popeye…….By seeing that scene I was really shocked & stunned….

Then I changed the channel with Tv remote, once again I stunned, becoz there is love scene in a movie telecasted in Sun Tv beween Kamal Hassan & Sridevi….While watching the video, I got a call from my friends for playing cricket…Becoz, next day is Holiday for us….So, I left home to play cricket with my friends….Then we spend 2 hours in ground by playing cricket… When it was getting darker so it was time for us to end the shows…so, I and my fellow friends started walking towards our Home for our dinner. After dinner I left to bedroom for sleeping. During that time I recalled about the present day, I can see all that happened in our classrooms like teacher beating my friends for not finishing homework and one of my fellow friend & I got beating with long scale for sleeping during class hours etc….

But my friends, everyone if we believe in something we will try to do something again & again during our school days. Yes, that happened to me…..Usually I won’t sleep before 11pm. So, I was thinking about what my friend told to me about 143. During that time, I can imagine one of our classmates face through my mind…Ya, her name is Ramya. She is good in her studies & also she is our class Diary leader too. So while writing down our next day assignments in my diary during lunch hours I was supposed to she her face while watching blackboard. So, that she strike in my mind by night time…

So, On Monday I prepared myself to school and left home to catch our school bus. After entering into the bus I sat with my colleague & told about my feeling about her on last week and I haven’t stopped there.I told to our class leader during Maths class. That too happened after seeing her face while she is writing answer for the question. Then that day moved smoothly without any prob.But, next day the class leader told about me to all our class mates. I felt shame to see her face & our classmates face. So, after few days all have started teasing me & her. I felt puppy shame!! That happened to me till I finish my 7^th Standard.By gods, grace we both never met in same class till I finish my schooling. So, guys I wanna say that…….During schooling we guys think we fall in love.But, which is not true according to me. Maximum 90% of school love is just happened by Infatuation and face attraction…